Even though I was not the most active user so far, I was a silent reader for years and had also registered here only recently. I will write the following post to remind myself of my intention and maybe to help one or the other with it.
I am 25 years old and play since I am 18 in Online Casinos and online bookmakers. If I had to calculate it, I have lost about 20.000,- in this time. It is very difficult to measure, because of course you also have wins from time to time, but in recent times just nothing goes, I pay in hundreds for hundreds and it comes purely nothing. Perhaps fortunately for me, because it can't go on like this.
I have today alone 500, - deposited, each 100, - and it really came GAR nothing, it went only down. I just feel screwed and have such a hate. Especially of course on myself. The day is of course run and the next days too, because I'm a student and have only around 700,- a month at my disposal. I feel absolutely shit and that is exactly the problem. Sure, the money hurts too, but you make yourself completely emotionally dependent on your luck... That can't be it. I hereby swear to myself that I will let it go. It's just burnt out.
I am lucky that I have not incurred any debts because of my gambling addiction. I can't, I don't have an overdraft facility or anything like that. I even have a few thousand aside, but if I think about where I could be today, without the gambling... Not only financially would it make a huge difference, I have made myself dependent on it for years, neglected important things and it also costs time in the end
In the meantime I'm of the opinion that if your life is simply awesome, then it doesn't get out of control like it did with me. I often had phases where I thought zero about gambling, because everything was going well... girlfriend, studies, job, etc.. But when everything sucks on the outside, then you look for happiness in this shitty gambling. Even today I thought, after every hundred I deposited: "I'll get that money back now and even more". Completely irrational, like a real junkie. I feel extremely ashamed.
I would have so much to do for my studies, but no I have gambled away all my coal, which was intended for the month and have of course done nothing at all, because Depri mood prevails
That's it with this, I swear to myself. I have blocked myself everywhere. The only thing that will be really hard for me, when all the soccer games start again, is to stop betting. Because I often had fun with lower stakes. But that also has to stop.
Perhaps one or the other recognizes itself in my story again, I hope I could help you with it. As soon as it strains you, you should stop. To all those who can gamble in a controlled way, with stakes that don't hurt - My respects and have fun and good luck furthermore. But I am not suitable for it.
Marco1996 wrote on 01.06.2020 at 23:26: Hello everyone.
Even though I have not been the most active user so far, I have been a silent reader for years and had also just recently registered here. I will write the following post to remind myself of my intention and maybe to help one or the other with it.
I am 25 years old and play since I am 18 in Online Casinos and online bookmakers. If I had to calculate it, I have lost about 20.000,- in this time. It's very hard to measure, because of course you also have wins from time to time, but lately nothing works at all, I pay in hundreds for hundreds and nothing comes. Perhaps fortunately for me, because it can't go on like this.
I have today alone 500, - deposited, each 100, - and it really came GAR nothing, it went only down. I just feel screwed and have such a hate. Especially of course on myself. The day is of course run and the next days too, because I'm a student and have only around 700,- a month at my disposal. I feel absolutely shit and that is exactly the problem. Sure, the money hurts too, but you make yourself completely emotionally dependent on your luck... That can't be it. I hereby swear to myself that I will let it go. It's just burnt out.
I am lucky that I have not incurred any debts because of my gambling addiction. I can't, I don't have an overdraft facility or anything like that. I even have a few thousand aside, but if I think about where I could be today, without the gambling... Not only financially would it make a huge difference, I have made myself dependent on it for years, neglected important things and it also costs time in the end
In the meantime I'm of the opinion that if your life is simply awesome, then it doesn't get out of control like it did with me. I often had phases where I thought zero about gambling, because everything was going well... girlfriend, studies, job, etc.. But when everything sucks on the outside, then you look for happiness in this shitty gambling. Even today I thought, after every hundred I deposited: "I'll get that money back now and even more". Completely irrational, like a real junkie. I feel extremely ashamed.
I would have so much to do for my studies, but no I have gambled away all my coal, which was intended for the month and have of course done nothing at all, because Depri mood prevails
That's it with this, I swear to myself. I have blocked myself everywhere. The only thing that will be really hard for me, when all the soccer games start again, is to stop betting. Because I often had fun with lower stakes. But that also has to stop.
Perhaps one or the other recognizes itself in my story again, I hope I could help you with it. As soon as it strains you, you should stop. To all those who can gamble in a controlled way, with stakes that don't hurt - My respects and have fun and good luck furthermore. But I am not suitable for it.
THAT'S IT!
All respect
i hope you make it
You have your whole life ahead of you
i wish you only that you do not live in a small place
you don't have the possibility to turn to help organizations
there are actually self-help groups everywhere, because alone it will be difficult
the danger is also, because you can remain anonymous when you play at home
i keep my fingers crossed for you, stay strong, even if the little devil in your head whispers something to you
You would have been better off betting the entire 500 euros on a single bet. Since the chance would have been much higher to win what, than this sum within one day to blow on the slots. Write even, that you have also gladly bet. Otherwise, a lot of strength in your project, with all the completely stop..
Falko wrote on 01.06.2020 at 23:45: You would have better put the 500 euros completely on a single bet. Since the chance would have been much higher to win what, than this sum within one day to blow away at the slots. Write even, that you have also gladly bet. Otherwise, a lot of strength in your project, with all the completely stop...
In retrospect, of course, but I never intended to Deposit so much at once. In my addictive mind, after every hundred I deposited, it was clear that I would get the money out again. Well. As I said, maybe it was better that way.
i hope you make it
You have your whole life ahead of you
i wish you only that you do not live in a small place
you don't have the possibility to turn to help organizations
there are actually self-help groups everywhere, because alone it will be difficult
the danger is also, because you can remain anonymous when you play at home
i keep my fingers crossed for you, stay strong, even if the little devil in your head whispers something to you
Live in a big city, but will and will make it alone! Thank you
For me it is now the tenth time "that's it"
Happy reun ion!
Yes I know with you that is something completely different ...
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2nd Jun. 2020, at 02:47 am CEST#7
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With gambling it is like with all other addictions, they seem to give you something that is missing in your life! Unfortunately, a fallacy. If at all, an addiction remains a gap filler that can not go well in the long run. Only when you realize and admit to yourself that you are addicted, you can change something. A hundred Betty Fault clinics are of no use if you are not convinced that you want to change something!
Stay strong and see that you can still look yourself in the mirror in the evening without having lied to yourself!
Cheeseburger wrote on 02.06.2020 at 02:24: With me it is now the tenth time "that's it"
Happy reun ion!
Yes I know with you it's something completely different ...
Okay... Nevertheless, I do not like it, if one concludes from itself on others. In addition, I would say that there are different forms of Gambling addiction and with me it is pronounced, but obviously not as extreme as with others who take on debts, etc..
I haven't ruined my life by it, but rather made it unnecessarily difficult so far, and I want to and will change that.
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Good luck 💪 then I would log off here but also immediately
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Even though I was not the most active user so far, I was a silent reader for years and had also registered here only recently. I will write the following post to remind myself of my intention and maybe to help one or the other with it.
I am 25 years old and play since I am 18 in Online Casinos and online bookmakers. If I had to calculate it, I have lost about 20.000,- in this time. It is very difficult to measure, because of course you also have wins from time to time, but in recent times just nothing goes, I pay in hundreds for hundreds and it comes purely nothing. Perhaps fortunately for me, because it can't go on like this.
I have today alone 500, - deposited, each 100, - and it really came GAR nothing, it went only down. I just feel screwed and have such a hate. Especially of course on myself. The day is of course run and the next days too, because I'm a student and have only around 700,- a month at my disposal. I feel absolutely shit and that is exactly the problem. Sure, the money hurts too, but you make yourself completely emotionally dependent on your luck... That can't be it. I hereby swear to myself that I will let it go. It's just burnt out.
I am lucky that I have not incurred any debts because of my gambling addiction. I can't, I don't have an overdraft facility or anything like that. I even have a few thousand aside, but if I think about where I could be today, without the gambling... Not only financially would it make a huge difference, I have made myself dependent on it for years, neglected important things and it also costs time in the end
In the meantime I'm of the opinion that if your life is simply awesome, then it doesn't get out of control like it did with me. I often had phases where I thought zero about gambling, because everything was going well... girlfriend, studies, job, etc.. But when everything sucks on the outside, then you look for happiness in this shitty gambling. Even today I thought, after every hundred I deposited: "I'll get that money back now and even more". Completely irrational, like a real junkie. I feel extremely ashamed.
I would have so much to do for my studies, but no I have gambled away all my coal, which was intended for the month and have of course done nothing at all, because Depri mood prevails
That's it with this, I swear to myself. I have blocked myself everywhere. The only thing that will be really hard for me, when all the soccer games start again, is to stop betting. Because I often had fun with lower stakes. But that also has to stop.
Perhaps one or the other recognizes itself in my story again, I hope I could help you with it. As soon as it strains you, you should stop. To all those who can gamble in a controlled way, with stakes that don't hurt - My respects and have fun and good luck furthermore. But I am not suitable for it.
THAT'S IT!
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All respect
i hope you make it
You have your whole life ahead of you
i wish you only that you do not live in a small place
you don't have the possibility to turn to help organizations
there are actually self-help groups everywhere, because alone it will be difficult
the danger is also, because you can remain anonymous when you play at home
i keep my fingers crossed for you, stay strong, even if the little devil in your head whispers something to you
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In retrospect, of course, but I never intended to Deposit so much at once. In my addictive mind, after every hundred I deposited, it was clear that I would get the money out again. Well. As I said, maybe it was better that way.
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Live in a big city, but will and will make it alone! Thank you
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Happy reun ion!
Yes I know with you that is something completely different ...
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Stay strong and see that you can still look yourself in the mirror in the evening without having lied to yourself!
GREETING
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Okay... Nevertheless, I do not like it, if one concludes from itself on others. In addition, I would say that there are different forms of Gambling addiction and with me it is pronounced, but obviously not as extreme as with others who take on debts, etc..
I haven't ruined my life by it, but rather made it unnecessarily difficult so far, and I want to and will change that.
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What's wrong with you? Quite disgusting kind of you. Wish him everything in his plan or leave it.
Good decision Marco. Go through with it. All the best.
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