didn't want to abuse a new thread for this, but well. (shame on me)^^
So since the 13.02.2020 I am actually 4 months game-free, who would have thought that. (I in the first moment not)
Will not write an essay here, but just jumble what I just think of
It's getting easier for me not to play, especially when I look at what I have left at the end of the month.
Especially that's what drives me at the moment, because in principle I played and only to win big, so
I am prepared for "bad times". Actually I only have to live relatively sparingly, the result remains the same and the
without Risk I have in almost all situations in life always pretty negative approach to everything, may now in part still
so be, but just no longer quite so extreme!
Since I am now nevertheless already felt "relatively" old, recently became 28 and wish me nevertheless in the future woman and children, that was after the low also the only correct step.
It wouldn't work with the Gambling addiction, I don't want to harm other people with it, especially not if I love them (if I had children + wife^^).
I had a lot of distraction in the beginning especially through computer games + Netflix and I still use that
Since I moved last, I was distracted enough anyway, so this fits anyway.
I'll give you a short description of my daily life:
- during the week I get up at 6am and come home in the evening after work between 7 and 8pm.
- then of course I need something to eat...(make + eat^^)
- clean what's up (generally apartment)
- 1-2 hours free time "Netflix and Chill "
- sleep
Of course this can't go well in the long run and it's stressful, but it distracts me so well that on some
days I don't even think about gambling anymore.
I also feel like I've become more confident within the last few months. A stupid example comparing before and now:
Before: If there was anything to audition in front of several people (10 people or more), I always tried to be the last one...
Today: I'm always one of the first 2-3, grit your teeth, you'll be fine
For some people this may sound ridiculous, but for me this is a big step, because of fear I always put everything off
out of fear! That's what I'm trying to change at the moment, maybe it doesn't always work, but more and more often.
That times briefly to me at the moment, maybe I forgot something, well f**k it
At the beginning of quitting I looked here at Gamblejoe from time to time and searched mainly negative threads.
I haven't looked here for a month, because winning pictures and winning stories would trigger me a lot.
I wanted to lock or delete me relatively at the beginning of quitting here, but I didn't quite make it, because I hung around here all the time and was somehow attached to my profile. Meanwhile I'm so far that I would love to delete everything that is left of me here. I don't know if that's possible, but I'll write to one of the staff here.
It makes me a bit sad, because I met some very nice people here and I wish
all the best Since I don't want to leave anyone with a bad feeling, I won't mention any names, the respective persons
know then already
I wish everyone here only the best, the Gamblejoe team which has always been very friendly to me and most of the members here.
I may be the first to congratulate you warmly.
Do you really great! I wish you that you hold out, you seem to be sympathetic and see everything exactly right.
So if you really go, all the best!
Keep going. 4 months is already a very good performance.
I should also make a complete cut, all that nice money... but easier said than done. It's all in my head and my head just doesn't want to believe that only by making such a cut everything would get better.
Let it stay Tobi, I think as soon as one plays only once again, possibly what wins and then again verzockt, one is quite fast in the Sch**** again inside.
All the best to you
actually didn't want to abuse extra nen new thread for this, but well. (shame on me)^^
So since the 13.02.2020 I am actually 4 months game-free, who would have thought that. (I in the first moment not)
Will not write an essay here, but just jumble what I just think of
It's getting easier for me not to play, especially when I look at what I have left at the end of the month.
Especially that's what drives me at the moment, because in principle I played and only to win big, so
I am prepared for "bad times". Actually I only have to live relatively sparingly, the result remains the same and the
without Risk I have in almost all situations in life always pretty negative approach to everything, may now in part still
so be, but just no longer quite so extreme!
Since I am now nevertheless already felt "relatively" old, recently became 28 and wish me nevertheless in the future woman and children, that was after the low also the only correct step.
It wouldn't work with the Gambling addiction, I don't want to harm other people with it, especially not if I love them (if I had children + wife^^).
I had a lot of distraction in the beginning especially through computer games + Netflix and I still use that
Since I moved last, I was distracted enough anyway, so this fits anyway.
I'll give you a short description of my daily life:
- during the week I get up at 6am and come home in the evening after work between 7 and 8pm.
- then of course I need something to eat...(make + eat^^)
- clean what's up (generally apartment)
- 1-2 hours free time "Netflix and Chill "
- sleep
Of course this can't go well in the long run and it's stressful, but it distracts me so well that on some
days I don't even think about gambling anymore.
I also feel like I've become more confident within the last few months. A stupid example comparing before and now:
Before: If there was anything to audition in front of several people (10 people or more), I always tried to be the last one...
Today: I'm always one of the first 2-3, grit your teeth, you'll be fine
For some people this may sound ridiculous, but for me this is a big step, because of fear I always put everything off
out of fear! That's what I'm trying to change at the moment, maybe it doesn't always work, but more and more often.
That times briefly to me at the moment, maybe I forgot something, well f**k it
At the beginning of quitting I looked here at Gamblejoe from time to time and searched mainly negative threads.
I haven't looked here for a month, because winning pictures and winning stories would trigger me a lot.
I wanted to lock or delete me relatively at the beginning of quitting here, but I didn't quite make it, because I hung around here all the time and was somehow attached to my profile. Meanwhile I'm so far that I would love to delete everything that is left of me here. I don't know if that's possible, but I'll write to one of the staff here.
It makes me a bit sad, because I met some very nice people here and I wish
all the best Since I don't want to leave anyone with a bad feeling, I won't mention any names, the respective persons
know then already
I wish everyone here only the best, the Gamblejoe team which has always been very friendly to me and most of the members here.
So everybody take care and good luck !
Love,
Tobi
Boah cool
respect tobi
wish you of course all the best
was nice to have met you
I'm happy for you that you have found more and more distance to gambling.
That's a huge achievement that you can be very proud of.
Keep it up and all the best for the future.
Hello Tobi,
I would also like to wish you all the best and tell you that I find it really impressive that you have already been game-free for over 4 months.
You can be proud of yourself, I'm sure you feel from the feedback on your contribution that you are doing the right thing.
Hang in there, I think the cravings will gradually decrease, but the Risk of starting again is always there. If you ever have a relapse, don't think of it as a failure. It's human to make mistakes and if you then know the cause and fight it, it will help with further self therapy.
You have been one of the regular users here, have been very involved in the community and will certainly be missed by some.
However, I am not questioning your decision. If it helps you, we won't stand in your way if you hit the account delete button...
All the best for the future.
Health and much strength for your new life!!!
also from me all the best for the future. I wish you a great wife and family for which it is worth never to gamble again. Good luck for your future life.
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16th Feb. 2020, at 11:18 am CET#9
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That sounds very determined and promising. Keep at it! I wish you all the best and good luck beyond the ladder of Risk
Ciao, all the best and good luck :-)
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didn't want to abuse a new thread for this, but well. (shame on me)^^
So since the 13.02.2020 I am actually 4 months game-free, who would have thought that. (I in the first moment not)
Will not write an essay here, but just jumble what I just think of
It's getting easier for me not to play, especially when I look at what I have left at the end of the month.
Especially that's what drives me at the moment, because in principle I played and only to win big, so
I am prepared for "bad times". Actually I only have to live relatively sparingly, the result remains the same and the
without Risk I have in almost all situations in life always pretty negative approach to everything, may now in part still
so be, but just no longer quite so extreme!
Since I am now nevertheless already felt "relatively" old, recently became 28 and wish me nevertheless in the future woman and children, that was after the low also the only correct step.
It wouldn't work with the Gambling addiction, I don't want to harm other people with it, especially not if I love them (if I had children + wife^^).
I had a lot of distraction in the beginning especially through computer games + Netflix and I still use that
Since I moved last, I was distracted enough anyway, so this fits anyway.
I'll give you a short description of my daily life:
- during the week I get up at 6am and come home in the evening after work between 7 and 8pm.
- then of course I need something to eat...(make + eat^^)
- clean what's up (generally apartment)
- 1-2 hours free time "Netflix and Chill "
- sleep
Of course this can't go well in the long run and it's stressful, but it distracts me so well that on some
days I don't even think about gambling anymore.
I also feel like I've become more confident within the last few months. A stupid example comparing before and now:
Before: If there was anything to audition in front of several people (10 people or more), I always tried to be the last one...
Today: I'm always one of the first 2-3, grit your teeth, you'll be fine
For some people this may sound ridiculous, but for me this is a big step, because of fear I always put everything off
out of fear! That's what I'm trying to change at the moment, maybe it doesn't always work, but more and more often.
That times briefly to me at the moment, maybe I forgot something, well f**k it
At the beginning of quitting I looked here at Gamblejoe from time to time and searched mainly negative threads.
I haven't looked here for a month, because winning pictures and winning stories would trigger me a lot.
I wanted to lock or delete me relatively at the beginning of quitting here, but I didn't quite make it, because I hung around here all the time and was somehow attached to my profile. Meanwhile I'm so far that I would love to delete everything that is left of me here. I don't know if that's possible, but I'll write to one of the staff here.
It makes me a bit sad, because I met some very nice people here and I wish
all the best Since I don't want to leave anyone with a bad feeling, I won't mention any names, the respective persons
know then already
I wish everyone here only the best, the Gamblejoe team which has always been very friendly to me and most of the members here.
So everybody take care and good luck !
Love,
Tobi
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Ciao, all the best and good luck :-)
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Do you really great! I wish you that you hold out, you seem to be sympathetic and see everything exactly right.
So if you really go, all the best!
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I should also make a complete cut, all that nice money... but easier said than done. It's all in my head and my head just doesn't want to believe that only by making such a cut everything would get better.
Let it stay Tobi, I think as soon as one plays only once again, possibly what wins and then again verzockt, one is quite fast in the Sch**** again inside.
All the best to you
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Boah cool
respect tobi
wish you of course all the best
was nice to have met you
take care
lg tobi
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Ciao, all the best and good luck :-)
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I would like to wish you good luck, but instead I wish that luck will not play such a big role in your life in the future...!
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That's a huge achievement that you can be very proud of.
Keep it up and all the best for the future.
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I would also like to wish you all the best and tell you that I find it really impressive that you have already been game-free for over 4 months.
You can be proud of yourself, I'm sure you feel from the feedback on your contribution that you are doing the right thing.
Hang in there, I think the cravings will gradually decrease, but the Risk of starting again is always there. If you ever have a relapse, don't think of it as a failure. It's human to make mistakes and if you then know the cause and fight it, it will help with further self therapy.
You have been one of the regular users here, have been very involved in the community and will certainly be missed by some.
However, I am not questioning your decision. If it helps you, we won't stand in your way if you hit the account delete button...
All the best for the future.
Health and much strength for your new life!!!
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Ciao, all the best and good luck :-)
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Ciao, all the best and good luck :-)
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