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I have to get rid of a little something, maybe there are like-minded people here
I'm sure I'm the same as many here
The primary problem is not the Gambling addiction, but the "addiction". The addiction in general. The feelings of happiness, the kick.
So I'll let you in on a little secret.
First of all, it must be clear that every addiction comes from somewhere. I am not addicted because I had a lucky streak at the vending machine, or wanted to try some grass
Already the way there, had its reason. Boring life ? Disappointments ? Strokes of fate ? Loneliness ?
I think, primarily it is one of these 2 things: the kick, or the distraction that lead one here. As also with me
One needs thrills, the other escapes
My first addiction was the classic smoking with 15 but then really with 17. That still went. So really drunk, I was at that time with 14. (my year can be seen in the nick )
Well, but that's boring in the long run. Especially since you are the coolest with the guys, if you are the fight drinker in the cliqu
Recognition is something fine. Triggers similar to play or some drugs Oxytocin .
of course you are not aware of it, you just celebrate yourself.
But at some point it is no longer so important. Simply the "state" is what you want
When I wasn't drunk, I was already slamming myself with weed in the morning. Roughly calculated I have smoked as much weed as a pack of butts
might have been 15G + a day. so 180Euro + a day. Sometimes far out more, sometimes less raus gehauen
As a naturally extremely shy person who has a social phobia, alcohol and weed also helps you get out of yourself a bit
The carousel feeling that you probably already know as an occasional drinker is nice. But, you want to get a little higher. So
If you mix alcohol and cannabis. the first time, it bangs so hard that you throw up, and the night is about useless But if you have got used to it,
Was the WOW. High lvl. Since both comes together, drunkenness and high
Before all think here, I praise that, I would now like to come to the full damage
Psychosis. or my social phobia has of course increased. meanwhile, is the standing in the bus already the horror, just the feeling that you are being watched, or what people think about you. Or when someone sits next to you. Incredibly unpleasant.
Forgetfulness. Sometimes I can't remember what I had for breakfast
Work I can basically only primitive assault. Things that have little to no variety
Things that don't go as usual, immediately trigger me, and am useless
_________________________________________________________________________________________________________
So, I haven't had a drop of alcohol in 2.5 years, and no other drugs.
But, it needs something else. Everyone knows the feeling, whether ex gambler, drinker, or similar
You need something to distract you. Always a regular life that throws you out as little as possible. Otherwise it goes very fast. And you end up again
in the dirt, to put it nicely
And now, I'm in a hole again. At least a less body harmful so HI GUYS
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I'm sure I'm the same as many here
The primary problem is not the Gambling addiction, but the "addiction". The addiction in general. The feelings of happiness, the kick.
So I'll let you in on a little secret.
First of all, it must be clear that every addiction comes from somewhere. I am not addicted because I had a lucky streak at the vending machine, or wanted to try some grass
Already the way there, had its reason. Boring life ? Disappointments ? Strokes of fate ? Loneliness ?
I think, primarily it is one of these 2 things: the kick, or the distraction that lead one here. As also with me
One needs thrills, the other escapes
My first addiction was the classic smoking with 15 but then really with 17. That still went. So really drunk, I was at that time with 14. (my year can be seen in the nick )
Well, but that's boring in the long run. Especially since you are the coolest with the guys, if you are the fight drinker in the cliqu
Recognition is something fine. Triggers similar to play or some drugs Oxytocin .
of course you are not aware of it, you just celebrate yourself.
But at some point it is no longer so important. Simply the "state" is what you want
When I wasn't drunk, I was already slamming myself with weed in the morning. Roughly calculated I have smoked as much weed as a pack of butts
might have been 15G + a day. so 180Euro + a day. Sometimes far out more, sometimes less raus gehauen
As a naturally extremely shy person who has a social phobia, alcohol and weed also helps you get out of yourself a bit
The carousel feeling that you probably already know as an occasional drinker is nice. But, you want to get a little higher. So
If you mix alcohol and cannabis. the first time, it bangs so hard that you throw up, and the night is about useless But if you have got used to it,
Was the WOW. High lvl. Since both comes together, drunkenness and high
Before all think here, I praise that, I would now like to come to the full damage
Psychosis. or my social phobia has of course increased. meanwhile, is the standing in the bus already the horror, just the feeling that you are being watched, or what people think about you. Or when someone sits next to you. Incredibly unpleasant.
Forgetfulness. Sometimes I can't remember what I had for breakfast
Work I can basically only primitive assault. Things that have little to no variety
Things that don't go as usual, immediately trigger me, and am useless
_________________________________________________________________________________________________________
So, I haven't had a drop of alcohol in 2.5 years, and no other drugs.
But, it needs something else. Everyone knows the feeling, whether ex gambler, drinker, or similar
You need something to distract you. Always a regular life that throws you out as little as possible. Otherwise it goes very fast. And you end up again
in the dirt, to put it nicely
And now, I'm in a hole again. At least a less body harmful so HI GUYS
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